When a kid "blog" this I would be dammed worried .....
=/ i feel shitty.
i think you should counsel my mom asap.
she needs major counselling.
she.attempted.to.ground.me...
for.until.she.thinks.that.my.results.are.better.
she almost.. tshe wants me to stop bgirling.
she wants me to stop sessions.
she wants me to come back home right after school.
she wants to take my laptop away.
she wants to buy more assessment books for me.
she wants me to study like some mad ass.
she.wants.alot.of.things.from.me
all she ever do is assume.
how to, when each time i tell her what i feel, she tells me that it's all excuses.
i tell her that i don't like her to assume and i hate it when she always thinks that i have to live up to her expectations.
i.just.feel.damn.shitty.now. >>
eexactly.
that's what she's telling my aunts and grandma. i'm rebellious.
telling her what i feel, she thinks i'm rebelling.
been bearing it for a month..
what rights, do you fucking have, to try and take my laptop away?!
you make me feel like shit. ,j,joy, laughter &
(do you think you can give me thareally, mum.. aasyyou may be my mum, but you're not anyone to mess up my life for me.
in your eyes, i'm always just fooling around.
in your eyes, i'im someone that always creates trouble.
in your fucking pathetic eyes, i'm just a daughht
heach time when i do my practices, you aren't there to see my study.
each time when i do my revisions, you aren't there to watch over me.
of course you wouldn't know i studied.
iyouyyou think i'm always joking around in school.
you think i'm this, i'm that & you don't listen to my esxplanation.
each time i give you an explanation, you say i'm giving excuses.
each time i try to give you a clearer view of me, you tell me to shut up. fucking
what is this? ttrying to give you an explanation means i'm rebelling?
i'll show you one day, what is rebellious. by then, don't regret everything you say.
i may be younger then you, you may be my mother.
but it still, doesn't give you a fucking right, to interfere in my life.
i hate it when each time you don't listen to me.
i hate it when you say you expect this, i must get this.
you fucking jolly well know, since young, i don't live up to anyone's expection.
i live my life, i live up to my expections.s . trust me, i have my bbetter of myself then you have for me.
i may have done very badly last term but it still doesn't give you th fucking right to put me down.
do you know,
how much it sucks just trying to tell you all thesemakes me upsetyou all no
i know you're working hard outside to provide me,
b & you feel stressed.
i tell you each time, to stop worrying about me.
yyou just wouldn't listen.
and all you do now, is blame me each time you're upset.
i think you should counsel my mom asap.
she needs major counselling.
she.attempted.to.ground.me...
for.until.she.thinks.that.my.results.are.better.
she almost.. tshe wants me to stop bgirling.
she wants me to stop sessions.
she wants me to come back home right after school.
she wants to take my laptop away.
she wants to buy more assessment books for me.
she wants me to study like some mad ass.
she.wants.alot.of.things.from.me
all she ever do is assume.
how to, when each time i tell her what i feel, she tells me that it's all excuses.
i tell her that i don't like her to assume and i hate it when she always thinks that i have to live up to her expectations.
i.just.feel.damn.shitty.now. >>
eexactly.
that's what she's telling my aunts and grandma. i'm rebellious.
telling her what i feel, she thinks i'm rebelling.
been bearing it for a month..
what rights, do you fucking have, to try and take my laptop away?!
you make me feel like shit. ,j,joy, laughter &
(do you think you can give me thareally, mum.. aasyyou may be my mum, but you're not anyone to mess up my life for me.
in your eyes, i'm always just fooling around.
in your eyes, i'im someone that always creates trouble.
in your fucking pathetic eyes, i'm just a daughht
heach time when i do my practices, you aren't there to see my study.
each time when i do my revisions, you aren't there to watch over me.
of course you wouldn't know i studied.
iyouyyou think i'm always joking around in school.
you think i'm this, i'm that & you don't listen to my esxplanation.
each time i give you an explanation, you say i'm giving excuses.
each time i try to give you a clearer view of me, you tell me to shut up. fucking
what is this? ttrying to give you an explanation means i'm rebelling?
i'll show you one day, what is rebellious. by then, don't regret everything you say.
i may be younger then you, you may be my mother.
but it still, doesn't give you a fucking right, to interfere in my life.
i hate it when each time you don't listen to me.
i hate it when you say you expect this, i must get this.
you fucking jolly well know, since young, i don't live up to anyone's expection.
i live my life, i live up to my expections.s . trust me, i have my bbetter of myself then you have for me.
i may have done very badly last term but it still doesn't give you th fucking right to put me down.
do you know,
how much it sucks just trying to tell you all thesemakes me upsetyou all no
i know you're working hard outside to provide me,
b & you feel stressed.
i tell you each time, to stop worrying about me.
yyou just wouldn't listen.
and all you do now, is blame me each time you're upset.
